November 12, 2011

“[Do Not Love This World] Do not love this world nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the love of the Father in you. For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world.” -1 John 2:15-16 NLT-

I am not feeling well right now. I am not at peace. Because of what I have been doing again.

I have been stressed because of what has been happening these days and to add more insult to the injury, I think the secular song that I heard last Sunday affected me though I did not really acknowledge that.

I was feeling bad again and yes, I fell into my sinful actions again. I have been indulging with my worldly cravings and my fleshly desires.

I want to go back to God. I want to have a relationship with Him. I know He is just there, I was the only one who went astray again.

Lord, I want to go back to You. Lord, I am so sorry for all the things I have been doing, the wrong thoughts, the bad actions. Lord, I am really sorry. Lord, I have been letting hate, pride, lust and bitterness rule over my heart. These bad emotions, I have been letting them get the best out of me. I am so sorry. For saying bad words about other people, for talking about other people's lives, for being so proud, vain everything.

Lord, lead me back to You. Please.